As I have been a bit absent on here recently I figured now would be a good time to do a little life update .
Things are starting to look up. My house is finally up for sale. There hasn’t been any viewings yet but it’s only been on the market for a week, so I’m not too worried.
Hopefully someone will come along soon and take it off my hands and then I can start the next chapter of my life.
Mental health wise things aren’t the best, not the worst either though. I am just in the middle ground at the minute, I’m just plodding along taking one day at a time.
I have days where all I want to do is cry, but they are few and far between, and now and again I get a little anxious. I think that is probably due to the nights being longer and spending them by myself makes them even longer.
Overall though I am ok.
I’m trying to be positive and just focus on working on the changes I want to make next year. It is hard at times, because I really am not happy with the life I have right now, but I just have to stay positive.
There is not much else going on to be honest just the same old same old. A bit boring really.
I’m just so desperate to get the house sold and start making changes. It is a bit frustrating to be honest. I can’t do too much whilst I still have this house to pay for.
I just feel like my life is at a bit of a standstill just now and finding a way to get it going again is somewhat of a challenge.
Seriously, how do people adult properly? It’s so difficult to be a grown up! Childhood please come back!
I’m ok though.
I’m allowing myself to be just ok for now, but that won’t be the case forever.