Ok, so I know it’s not technically day 13 anymore but I wanted to pop a little something up. I really don’t want to leave a Blogmas day empty, but at the same time I didn’t want to just put up a crappy filler type post.
Blogmas is about posting every day, and today wasn’t a great day, so rather than pretend it was and put up a happy, festive post I’m just going to talk about how I am really feeling. Unfortunately not every day can be a good one.
It’s times like these I wish I was a cat…I mean could Nugget be anymore chilled in the picture above?
I also wish I was a super organised person and had posts written way in advance, but I’m not, oh well.
I don’t know what has gotten into me today, I have just been on such a downer. Some people who know me would probably say that’s nothing unusual for me, but this is different. This a proper feeling down and like everything is hopeless kind of day.
It was a not wanting to do anything at all day. Just finding the motivation to get myself ready and off to work was exhausting.
I’m just getting so frustrated with life just now. I know only I can change it but that is easier said than done.
I feel as though I have wasted another year. I certainly haven’t achieved anything. I can only hope I can find the determination in myself to be able to push myself next year and really make those changes I want to. I basically cannot go on feeling like this.
I guess I best go get some sleep now and fingers crossed when I wake up I have a better day. 🙂